Pieces of those Parts That I Can't Feel/ Absence of Clarity Here

I'm currently in a peaceful state. Why? I couldn't say why, simply because i don't know the answer to that question. I feel complete. Still a bit foggy, my vision is clearer now. I'm not that much of a muddled person anymore. I don't know how long it will last, but this is FOR the moment and i am contented. I'm searching for the holiness in me, even in those places I can't see, I'm searching. [Fighting HARD, with all the fight in me, not to conform]
--[Introspection]
---Love & Freedom
----Mandy